The clocks clearly displays the time now is 0233am. Hope I will be asleep by 3am. I just wanna jot this feeling down before I forget.
Let first talk about sad matter. Loserly, I have been texting r. Knowing that I shouldn’t text her but insisted myself to. I read this article about meetig ur ex in the streets and asking them how are you. Well I been lying to myself with this article. Making use of this article so that I could say hi to my ex. Well. R was been nice and texted back. And from then on we have been exchanging messages to a point she don’t feel like replying me anymore.
I guess slowly I became a nuisance. I am Starting to feel back de same way was before. Nevertheless, I promised s and my god sis v.ong that I will never patch or get back tgt with her as I will cause myself to be in misery again.
Apparently lim didnt reply at all. I could feel theres no form.of returning back or salvaging it as a friend anymore. Im sorry lim, everytime I think of you. It reminds.me of your family trip to mbs. You were thst special to me. That’s mesmerising to me. That’s courteous and gentle. Im sorry that I hurted you 😦
Updates about my life. Last friday 28 march. I watched captain anerica with neo and bay. It was a good movie. Love the action scene and mystical power they have in them
. A week ago caught a movie divergent. Really makes me feel that life aint about making choices. But is about making a choice and you live with it and aint regret.
Gradually I realised they became my movies buddies. You see it made me reflect only when im single and free, I can choose freely to watch movie my friendship and brotherhood. but when im attached. I care so much about de relationship. I know its unhealthy. But to me, once we commit to each other. I will give u my faithfulness and trust andmy time