Theres no need to treat these ppl.to be nice anymore. I will show more attitude and spare no mercy anymore
Just tell me how many lies do I get from u.
It seems I will nvr get truth from you.
Im so sad anf disappointed.
Right now I just feel sian about it.
Why a simple promise to update me your location can be so hard. Sighs. Disappointed and gave up caring you about
You. Yes you. Rljh
you re so near to me. so close to me. just a few doors away. is it wrong to visit me?
is it right to ignore me?
why did you chose to leave me?
why did you chose to not to reply me?
why cant get over you?
why cant and aint for me?
i guess is really time for me to give up on you. i should not pin any hope i have on you.
i give up. u re not the one i love anymore
Today I saw r again..outside augustus room. Its feel so terrible. Feel painful. I just dont know they dont know what she has been doing and up to. Seeing her walking off with sh. I feel so painful ;(
How I wish she can explain.to me and let me.feel.better.
I just cant take take this shit anymore. The feeling of jealousy its.super painful.
Why cant she just fucked off and lemme feel better. 😦
Hahahaha. Probably this will be my checklist when I am ready for my next one.
Thank you s for eeverything. You really impacted my life alot. You have taught me how to pick up my depressing life to a happy life
To be myself. To believe im aint that bad
Giving me courage and a string mindset.
If you aint attach probably I would have woo you. Im just kidding.
Side note: best friends cant be lover. 😦 I really do not want to lose you
The clocks clearly displays the time now is 0233am. Hope I will be asleep by 3am. I just wanna jot this feeling down before I forget.
Let first talk about sad matter. Loserly, I have been texting r. Knowing that I shouldn’t text her but insisted myself to. I read this article about meetig ur ex in the streets and asking them how are you. Well I been lying to myself with this article. Making use of this article so that I could say hi to my ex. Well. R was been nice and texted back. And from then on we have been exchanging messages to a point she don’t feel like replying me anymore.
I guess slowly I became a nuisance. I am Starting to feel back de same way was before. Nevertheless, I promised s and my god sis v.ong that I will never patch or get back tgt with her as I will cause myself to be in misery again.
Apparently lim didnt reply at all. I could feel theres no form.of returning back or salvaging it as a friend anymore. Im sorry lim, everytime I think of you. It reminds.me of your family trip to mbs. You were thst special to me. That’s mesmerising to me. That’s courteous and gentle. Im sorry that I hurted you 😦
Updates about my life. Last friday 28 march. I watched captain anerica with neo and bay. It was a good movie. Love the action scene and mystical power they have in them
. A week ago caught a movie divergent. Really makes me feel that life aint about making choices. But is about making a choice and you live with it and aint regret.
Gradually I realised they became my movies buddies. You see it made me reflect only when im single and free, I can choose freely to watch movie my friendship and brotherhood. but when im attached. I care so much about de relationship. I know its unhealthy. But to me, once we commit to each other. I will give u my faithfulness and trust andmy time